Gavin and I finally made it home late last night after a long day of tying up loose ends. This morning I am feeling a level of exhaustion and stress like I've never felt before. So many nice people post on this blog and leave me comments saying just how "strong" I am and how I handle this "so well," -- well let me tell you -- I'm completely overwhelmed, stressed out and tired beyond belief.
I keep waiting for Gavin to turn to corner and show me that the "old Gavi" is still in there -- I'm loosing my patience. He is making progress but I'm just so used to his bounce back in three day approach! His peeing issue is down right frustrating. I have fears that his bladder will never return, which just makes me sick to my stomach. Then there's the medical supplies -- they are pouring out of every square inch of our living space. The neat/organization freak in me is crying out for mercy!
To end on a good note -- I'm getting ready to cook my wonderful husband and little girl a nice meal.
So normal -- and it feels so good.