Tonight Gavin was admitted to duPont with fever. He is really out of it and not really responding to much -- just is so sad to watch. I really can't believe this. I feel like I am living a nightmare -- we are really back here. I'm trying to watch what I type as my emotions are all over the place right now. I'm very angry, not sure who at but I'm trying to hold back my screams.
In all honesty I have to ask what the heck God is thinking. Come on. Really? This sucks.
Just don't have much else to say.