Now that Adam and I are not providing intensive care to our little boy our world has really opened up. Not that I wouldn't give anything to have my little Gavi back by my side, but since he died Adam and I are able to do so much more -- things that we have never been able to do. It really means that we are having to redefine our lives -- who we are and what we enjoy doing.
Adam keeps mentioning that he wants to learn how to cook -- I keep mentioning how I really don't want him to learn how to cook. Me -- I have so many things I want to do. I really want to take my photography to the next level, but of course my lack of confidence tends to get in the way. I really want to get my butt in shape and I have no excuse why that hasn't happened yet.
There are so many things I want to do and then there are the things God would have for me to do. I have no idea what those things are -- I don't even know if I really want to know right now. I guess I'll just try to get keep my heart and mind open.
For now -- I am getting my booty to the gym.
16 comments:
Your pictures are wonderful. You should give yourself more credit. You have captured many wonderful moments with your pictures.
Beautiful post..you have an eye for photography. Life happens for all of us and what defines us is what we do when life HITS us. But you hit it on the head...keep your heart and mind open...praying He heals the wounds and opens your eyes to life for today...He knows what comes next for all of us....this moment is all we know. I LOVE Maddie's face sitting on the track...you do indeed capture great expressions.
you inspire me all the time. you make me remind myself to take a second, third or fourth look at my girls when i leave. your words and pictures bring me to a place of wonder and peace. i can't totally explain that, but i feel so at peace when i read your thoughts. so thank you karen for sharing your thoughts and artistry with the world. what a blessing you are-just like you always were!
I found this blog through a link on thisisreverb.com. Your family is beautiful and reading your story has been such a blessing to me. Please know that you are in my prayers!
-R. Brock
You have a fantastic eye for photography. Your pictures are fabulous and unique. Love them. You are so much better than you give yourself credit for. GO FOR IT!! No second thoughts. You are very talented.
I was looking through your blog of A Life and a cup of coffee, and I just love all your pictures. I was going to comment to you before you wrote this post this morning. I think your photography work is just beautiful,so have no doubt about your gift you are a talented photographer. I was so amazed at all the angles you got of Gavin. As far as what god has planned for you I know we don't ever know what he has in store for us, but I think you are already doing some of his work through this blog. You have alot of people who admire your strength and love your family. And I know you have probably heard this many times,because of Gavin our lives have taken a turn to not take anything for granted. And have brought many people to show love to perfect strangers.You have such a strong testimony.
I'm sure you hear this a lot but Madison's gorgeous!
Oh, I hear you about the workout thing. It's kicking my behind as well. :)
your photography and soul are amazing, take it to the next level. God bless you and your family this Christmas! Thank you for your inspiration.
Your photo's are amazingly beautiful and I know you will take it to the next level!!
Thoughts and Prayers are with you All....Always.
Much Love :)
Oh I so agree about your photog skillz ;) !! SOOO great..unusual angles, editing, etc...of course you have a beautiful subject, too!! :)
I believe that when it's time to do/learn/experience those different things, you'll just feel it and know it...
your photography is amazing. I posted a comment on your photog website suggesting photographing special needs/medical fragile kids. I think that all of your experiences and talents would make you the perfect person. It's so hard to make that leap though so I can totally understand.
Let me just say, I think you going in the correct drection. Well, except not letting Adam learn to cook. ;)
Barbara
Karen, I have finally learned, at the age of 52, that I still don't know what God has in store for me.
There have been so many things in my life that I have tried to plan and figure out and none of them have happened on "my schedule". I can look back now with "aha" moments and realize had those things happened when I wanted them to.....I would not have been ready.
Leaving your heart open and paying attention to those opportunities that arise is about all you can do.
(Though, I DO see photography in your life. You have been given the talent of a wonderful eye, being able to take photos that are moving and attention grabbing :)
I know what you mean with photography. I feel the same way. Everyone raves and wants to hire me, but I need to trust myself more. LOL. It is hard! FWIW ... I love your shots. :)
You are an AMAZING photographer! Seriously... I wish I had 1/4 your talent! Promote yourself and then you could volunteer for NILMDTS! Love your spirit!
Hugs - Tiffany
Thank you for continuing to share your life with us. I can only imagine how hard it is to redefine yourselves without Gavin. I think you all are such an amazing family and your love and commitment to continue on the positive path is wonderfully inspiring.
Karen, your photography talent is truly artistic and so beautiful. Just push that insecurity aside and share your talent with the world.
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